MY SOUL🦄🐞

My aesthetic!

I don't have a specific aesthetic. I always change it anyways lol. I don't have a specific style. Sometimes I wear more feminine clothes then on some days I dress like Adam Sandler or an brother from the 2000s✌️. My Bedroom is a mess. A mix of too many aesthetics. But I really favorite it! It's unique! That's my soul! 

I really like dyeing my hair even tho my mom doesn't really allow it...

I already dyed it black and red two times already. I know that's like basically nothing 😭 BUT I finally annoyed my mom enough 😼 this week on Saturday I have an salon appointment!!! I wanna have dark purple hair like you can see on the picture at the top! Hihi :D 

I'm so happy I got into Spirituality!! 

#spiritualbaddie 🧘‍♀️🪷

I cannot live without music! Ever!

I also don't have a specific music taste. I listen to almost everything. Check out my playlist you should see at the right widget bar thingy. I also collect CDs! My parents also have some old CDs they gave to me! I'm kinda lazy but I have a lot of nerdy hobbies (in my opinion lol). 

I play piano since first grade (I think?) And in May 2026 I started taekwondo!

This is so random but I found this on pinterest. I need those clothes!!

I have a loud and highkey annoying personality 🤧

But I find myself very funny and amusing too! I lowkey might have ADHD tho...

Bring undiagnosed is so hard 🥲

Anyways that's all for now! Bye bye! 🐞

Finally Fall!🍂🍁

Happy September! My favorite season has officially started! I really love these fall days that are not too cold but not too hot. I really like rain and thunder but only if I'm at home. it helps me fall asleep,but if im outside while it's raining it's not really a nice feeling.

fall and winter are giving me such a comfortable feeling. Since its cold you can cuddle in bed under thick blankets. the smell of cinnamon rolls and hot chocolate. Friday movie nights. it's just such an amazing feeling. what's your favorite season and why? let me know! xoxo Victoria

Survival of the trendiest

 “Survival of the fittest”, or in school: “Survival of the trendiest”. I’m in ninth grade and personally , I’ve been always struggling to make friends. Since kindergarten I was “the outcast”. I do have really nice friends right now tho! In first grade I met this girl that is still my number one best friend. But still, I was never the most liked or the most popular person. Not many people wanna talk to me. But why? Is it because I’m weird? Because I listen to different music than the people my age? Because I have a different style? Because I have different hobbies? “I was born as a leader, not a follower” is something I always thought. It’s something my family always told me. “Your name means Winner in english” (Victoria=Victory), but I never really felt like I ever won anything. I tried being a leader, nobody wanted to be friends with me. I tried being a follower, nothing changed. Just recently I realized that I was born to be my own person. My own leader and my own follower. I wasn’t born to be “the trendiest” or the one with the most friends. I was born to be myself. I was born to inspire people. I was born to create instead of copy. Realizing that really changed my perspective on life. I don’t have to fit in. It’s okay to be alone sometimes. I like the things I do. I love my music taste. I really like my hobbies. I find my style really cool and I love to be myself. There are no rules in living. You don’t have to be the most popular one if this isn’t the real you. Be who you are. It’s okay to be a leader. It’s also not always bad to be a follower and it’s definitely not bad to just be your own person. This is your life. Your life, your rules. Your body, your rules. 

I wrote this article to inspire you to be yourself. I know it can be hard at first, but believe me when I tell you life gets so much better when you start doing what you want. the right people are gonna be more interested in you and you can meet new people, make new friends if you want to. There are people out there who want a friend just like you, so by being yourself you can attract those people. I really hope this helped you. 

Xoxo

Hai!!

Welcome to my soul!🦄 

Hi my name is Victoria and this is my first ever blog! I don’t really expect many people to read this but I’m just bored and I feel like writing a blog is such a cool and whimsy hobby! So English isn’t my first language so sorry if I do mistakes! I speak German and Russian and I live in Germany :)! To be honest, this country isn’t really that beautiful but I learned to see beauty even in small things! I live in a small city. It’s pretty boring here and I don’t often meet up with friends but I’m still trying to romanticize my life as much as I can! 

It’s finally September! Which means my favorite season has just started! Okay let’s be real: fall and winter in Germany are not really nice. There is never good snow only dirt. But I just can’t really handle heat well. But spring is also a really nice season! It’s not too hot to layer yet but also mostly warm enough to wear short sleeves. Well, since it’s fall I have to lock in. Next week is my first exam of this school year and in two weeks there is gonna be my first math exam ;(. I’m really not that good at math. So yeah, I have to study A LOT. That’s why I might not be able to post much here. Anyways that’s all for now! Bye!